I
don't know how far I'm going to have to go To see my own self or to hear my
own voice I tuned in on the radio and for hours never heard it And then
I went to the moving pictures show And never heard it there I put handsful
of coins into machines and watched records turn But the voice there was no
voice of mine I mean it was not my voice The words not my words that I
hear in my own ears When I walk along and look at your faces I set here
in a Jewish delicattassen, I order a hot pastrami Sandwitch on rye bread and
I hear the lady ask me Would you like to have a portion of cole slaw on the
side And I knew when I heard her speak that She spoke my voice And
I told her I would take my slaw on a side dish And would like to have a glass
of tea with lemon And she knew that I was speaking her words And a fellow
sat across at a table near my wall And spoke while he ate his salami and drank
his beer And somehow I had the feeling As I heard him speak, and he spoke
a long time, But not one word was in my personal language, And I could
tell by the deep sound, by the full tone Of his voice that he spoke my language
I suppose you may wonder just how he could speak In a dialect that I could
not savvy nor understand And yet understand every sound that he made I
learned to do this a long time ago Walking up and down the sideroads and the
main stems Of this land here I learned to listen this way when I washed
dishes on the ships I had to learn how to do it when I walked ashore in Africa
And in Scotland and in Ireland and in Britain, London, Liverpool, Glasgow,
Scots towns and Anglo's farms, Irish canals and railroad bridges, Highlander's
cows and horses And here I knew the speech was the same as mine but It
was the dialect again, nasal, throaty, deep chesty, From the stomach, lungs,
high in the head, pitched up and down, And here I had to learn again To
say this is my language and part of my voice Oh but I have not even heard
this voice, these voices, On the stages, screens, radios, records, juke boxes,
In magazines nor not in newspapers, seldom in courtrooms, And more seldom
when students and policemen study the faces Behind the voices And I thought
as I saw a drunken streetwalking man mutter And spit and curse into the wind
out of the cafe's plate glass, That maybe, if I looked close enough, I might
hear Some more of my voice And I ate as quiet as I could, so as to keep
my eyes And my ears and my feelings wide open And did hear Heard all
that I came to hear here in Coney Island's Jewish air Heard reflections, recollections,
seen faces in memory, Heard voices untangle their words before me And
I knew by the feeling I felt that here was my voice.
Woody Guthrie |